About me..(part 1)

If i do it agen,i dont knw wheatr ive d second chnce o not..i dont want 2 repeat wat i did b4,i cause alot of pain n misery 2 myself,its jz bcoz of my mistakes..im such a loser!itz lyke i dont undrstand d situation happns around me..why?!mybe i dserve it mre than dat,.ders 5ways 2 dscribe who i am..jerk!looser!sucks!stupid!useless!..